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Step by step... heart to heart... left right
left
We all fall down
CHORUS
Step by step, heart to heart, left right
left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers
I'm suppose to be the soldier who never blows
his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole
world on my shoulders
I ain't never suppose to show it, my crew ain't
suppose to know it
But if it means going toe to toe with the
Benzino, it don't matter
I'd never drag 'em in battles that I can handle
'less I absolutely have to
I'm suppose to set an example, I need to be the
leader
My crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off I'm suppose to
be beside 'em
Now Ja said I tried to squash it, it was too
late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and
he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I
just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some
Jay-Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like
we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm
exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the
one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip hop for, it's not
why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get
killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help
build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were
good
I went through my whole career without ever
mentionin' [Suge]
Now it's just out of respect, for not runnin'
my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing
about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my
beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted
my teeth
While he's all over TV, down talkin' a man who
literally saved my life
Like "fuck it I understand" this is
business
And this shit just isn't none of my
business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at
any minute 'cause...
Chorus
Step by step, heart to heart, left right
left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers
There used to be a time when, you could just
say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your
people dyin'
But now it's elevated 'cause once you put
someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no
more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and
you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef
from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had
a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna
go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we
stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have
it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other
directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers
phones at his desk
has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be
his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a
new record
But now he's fucked the game up 'cause one of
the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that
made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me
for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker could get it
too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop
to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder
Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't
like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front
line
That's willing to die for us, as soon as we
give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they
support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a
chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know
how important it is
to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our
corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any
award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt
and murdered, it ain't worth it
I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love y'all too much to
see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all 'fore I let it go
any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that
I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If y'all can quit poppin' off at your jaws with
the knockin'
'cause frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on
my conscience 'cause...
Chorus
Step by step, heart to heart, left right
left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy
soldiers
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